[There really is no good way to start talking about Lobelia, but this is a good of a start as any. Temenos can't help himself- he laughs. Ruefully, as it always was with Lobelia.]
I wouldn't call what I felt for him love, either. In many respects, I absolutely loathed him. Were we of the same world, we would be natural enemies.
[He stops himself before he can continue, and exhales.]
...but he had an irritating talent for seeing right through me. He dragged my worst qualities into the light and forced me to look at them. I am sure he would find a great deal of pride in hearing me say this, but we really were so alike. Two sides of the same coin.
I felt something of an affinity for him, at the end.
Lacus can't help the way her eyes widen with every further word out of his mouth. For a few long seconds, all she can do is silently study him as though she was seeing him for the very first time. ]
... it appears that you and I also have more affinity between us than I ever suspected.
[ Most of these words could have come from her own mouth. "Were we of the same world, we would be natural enemies." Of course. It's the exact conversation she's had with Lobelia at the end of their first week. In the same world, they would have destroyed one another. ]
To say that Lobelia is alike to myself would likely cause some confusion, but there was something within him that is within me as well. The same guiding principle, the same determination, split in different directions and becoming polar opposite forces.
Nobody has ever come to understand me this fast. I fear that nobody else ever will.
[It comes as a shock to Temenos, too. But the more Lacus explains, the more this makes what he saw at the beach this morning so much clearer. His smile spreads as he takes another sip of wine.]
Well, well. Who would have guessed that he'd find so many kindred spirits on this island? Though I suppose that can now be said for the both of us as well, hm?
I presume by this guiding principle, you speak of a shared search for happiness?
[ Indeed, there is an unexpected amount of mirrors for Lobelia to be found on this island. Lacus has appreciated Temenos for his leader qualities since their first days on the island, but there had been little reason to think further about any comparison between the two of them.
That they get to reconsider this now might be another strange gift Lobelia left for them. She nods. ]
"Everyone has the right to be happy— everyone and anyone." The words Lobelia's parents left for him.
"The world belongs to you and also you belong to the world, as long as you are born and exist in this world." The words that are the clearest memory I have of my own late mother.
And “all lives are meant to fight for a desired future.” The conclusion I myself have come to, the world I have chosen despite its potential to hurt its inhabitants over the course of their pursuit.
[ She looks off towards the horizon as she speaks, as if seeking guidance from somebody who is not here at all. ]
The happiness of one, compared to the happiness of all... Were it my own world, I would have become his enemy. But here, I could think about him, about his happiness and his place in my own desired future.
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I wouldn't call what I felt for him love, either. In many respects, I absolutely loathed him. Were we of the same world, we would be natural enemies.
[He stops himself before he can continue, and exhales.]
...but he had an irritating talent for seeing right through me. He dragged my worst qualities into the light and forced me to look at them. I am sure he would find a great deal of pride in hearing me say this, but we really were so alike. Two sides of the same coin.
I felt something of an affinity for him, at the end.
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Lacus can't help the way her eyes widen with every further word out of his mouth. For a few long seconds, all she can do is silently study him as though she was seeing him for the very first time. ]
... it appears that you and I also have more affinity between us than I ever suspected.
[ Most of these words could have come from her own mouth. "Were we of the same world, we would be natural enemies." Of course. It's the exact conversation she's had with Lobelia at the end of their first week. In the same world, they would have destroyed one another. ]
To say that Lobelia is alike to myself would likely cause some confusion, but there was something within him that is within me as well. The same guiding principle, the same determination, split in different directions and becoming polar opposite forces.
Nobody has ever come to understand me this fast. I fear that nobody else ever will.
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Well, well. Who would have guessed that he'd find so many kindred spirits on this island? Though I suppose that can now be said for the both of us as well, hm?
I presume by this guiding principle, you speak of a shared search for happiness?
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That they get to reconsider this now might be another strange gift Lobelia left for them. She nods. ]
"Everyone has the right to be happy— everyone and anyone." The words Lobelia's parents left for him.
"The world belongs to you and also you belong to the world, as long as you are born and exist in this world." The words that are the clearest memory I have of my own late mother.
And “all lives are meant to fight for a desired future.” The conclusion I myself have come to, the world I have chosen despite its potential to hurt its inhabitants over the course of their pursuit.
[ She looks off towards the horizon as she speaks, as if seeking guidance from somebody who is not here at all. ]
The happiness of one, compared to the happiness of all... Were it my own world, I would have become his enemy. But here, I could think about him, about his happiness and his place in my own desired future.